Throughout this week God has shown me the parable of the 10 virgins in Matthew 25 about five times.  It has now dawned on me and gotten into my thick head that the Holy Spirit wants me get these verses in my face and meditate on them and have an understanding of them.    I've just visited a friend's site and that was the 5th time the Holy Spirit reminded me of this verse.  I'm kind of in a panic to share the Word now.  How foolish I have been my Lord for not devoting my life to your Word.  The first time that I fell upon this parable was probably this past Thursday and I flipped opened my bible and my eyes landed on the verses,  the second time was this Friday as I stumbled across this website that was discussing specifically about this parable, the third time was this Sunday when an elder spoke on this parable, the forth time was today at 7:30 am as I was driving home and a man on a Christian channel spoke on this parable, and the fifth time was today at 2:17pm as I was reminded of this parable when my cousin wrote about Matthew 25.  Man I'm in a panic now.  Do you know what this parable means?  You have to go and read it!  It's the parable of the 10 virgins in Matthew 25: 1-13.  It talks about how Christ will take some Christians and to the rest who claim themselves to be Christians, He will say "I never knew you."  It's making me panic to share the Word of God NOW.  This is scary, but I thank God for this urgency.  Because I will never share the Word of God completely as I want to until I have this urgent feeling that time is almost up.  And it may be almost up.  But needed this.  I want to go out now and start sharing.  What if Christ came right now?....man o man...sorry God for I am dissappointing...a light that does not show others the way, salt that is not so salty at all.  (tearing up).  Make me strong Father, keep this feeling of urgency in my heart and remind me of it 24/7 so that I will share the Word as if it was the last moment.  I am afraid that people will die without knowing you, but I never really did anything these past days to proclaim your Word to them, and I'm sorry.  Give me the courage and the strength to stand in criticism and hatred.  Give me the heart Father to love these people Father, I love myself.  You know I would tell them the Truth if I loved them, You know it.  I would never ever want to go to hell for eternity without knowing that I had a Savior and a God who loves me.  Make me think about how they would feel if they were in eternity without you.  Make me think and ponder about how they will reach out to you and how You will deny them because they never knew You.  How much would that hurt if you did that to me.  Help me to love them Lord, so that will pick them up and kiss them even if they hurt me and curse me.  Forgive them for their trepasses agaisnt you Lord for they know not that You are the Lord of all creation and curse of sin is death.  God give me strenght to stand up like this until you come or until I die.  Don't let me lose sight of You, NEVER and EVER! (sniff, sniff).  This strenght is not my own.  I need you.